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- The Course of
True Love
- Never Runs Smooth~
Part 28
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- Chapter Twenty Eight:
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- They never got around to
discussing what was up with Matthew being in trouble, and Bo
couldnt get it off his mind. Nora had ended up spending
the rest of Bos hospital stay working until late at night.
Larry sent Bo home at the end of the week as he had promised.
The shooter was in custody but wasnt talking, and no one
knew who he was. All the identification hed had on him
was fake and when they ran his fingerprints they came up empty.
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- Bo and Noras house
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- Theyre finally alone
and Bo has decided this is as good a time as any for them to
discuss Matthew.
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- So what was up with
Matthew thinking he was in trouble again the other day at the
hospital?
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- Oh, hed gotten
into some trouble at school, minor stuff really. I dont
want you worrying about it, I handled it already
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- I want to worry about
it, Nora. Hes my son too.
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- She looked up at him.
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- I know hes your
son!
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- You dont have
to handle things on your own when it comes to Matthew.
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- Im sorry, its
just that Ive been doing it on my own for so long. (she
notices the look on his face, she reaches out and touches his
face) Im sorry I didnt tell you about this sooner.
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- I just want to be involved
in every aspect of his life. I dont want you to think you
have to deal with him by yourself just because youve done
it for so long. Were a family, were getting married
again, and were having another baby. Now what has our son
been up to?
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- Hes just acting
out, Bo. You were six years old once.
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- Yeah I was and thats
all well and good, but I sense that theres more to it then
just being a six year old, so spill.
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- Hes been through
a lot the past year and hes finally reacting.
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- Damnit, Nora why is
it like pulling teeth to get you to tell me whats going
on? Whenever youve done this in the past its been
because youre trying to spare my feelings. (she looks at
him and he can tells hes right) Nora, just stop it and
tell me whats going on with our son.
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- Fine, some of the older
kids have been telling him that
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- Telling him what, Nora?
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- She quickly tells him as
she fights with her emotions. They told him that you left
us before he was born because you didnt love us, and that
Sam only loved Matthew because he wanted me to love him. I guess
he argued with them for awhile and eventually there was some
pushing and shoving, according to the teacher Matthew held his
own verbally and physically.
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- Where the hell are
these kids getting this stuff?
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- Where do you think
theyre getting it? Theyre getting it from their parents.
Our breakup and the reasons behind it were not exactly private,
Bo. Not in this town and not when youre a Buchanan. Now
that its common knowledge that Matthew is our son and that
were back together, Im not surprised the rumor mill
is talking. Its just not what our son needs to deal with
on top of what has already happened in the past year.
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- He seemed fine when
he came to the hospital that day. When did this happen?
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- The day of the shooting
is when it finally came to a head and he got into the fight.
When I spoke with Matthew about it he finally told me that its
been going on for about a month.
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- My God, that boys
as stubborn as you are. He never let on that he was going through
this.
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- He said he didnt
want you to be sad, so he handled it on his own and when they
started getting in his face he pushed back.
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- Hes definitely
a Buchanan.
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- Definitely
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- So hes fine now?
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- He seems fine. Hes
been giving MaryAnn a hard time while I was at the hospital with
you, but I think that has a lot to do with testing his limits.
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- None of this wouldve
ever happened if I hadnt walked out. I shouldve never
walked out on you like I did. I failed my son before he was even
born.
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- They sat there in silence
for a few moments, neither one of them wanting to go back there,
but the past seemed to always be staring them in the face. She
gets up and walks over to stand by the window. She turns around
and looks at him from across the room.
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- Why did you walk away?
Why didnt you fight for us?
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- He gets up and stands in
front of the fireplace. I walked away because I was blinded
by the hurt and the pain of what you did. Every time I looked
at you I saw you with Sam. I couldnt stand the thought
of you being pregnant with his son.
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- Only it wasnt
his son, and you lost so much time with him and we lost the one
pure thing in our lives because of my mistake, but we couldve
worked it out. I loved you so much and I honestly believe we
couldve figured out a way to get passed the hurt. I wanted
you to fight for us! I needed you to fight for us, but you gave
up.
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- Why are you bringing
this all up now, after were back together?
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- Because weve
never really discussed it, Bo, and I want to discuss it. I need
to discuss it. I think we shouldve discussed it before
we decided to try again, but with everything that happened at
that cabin and living together, we never made the time, we just
fell into a comfortable routine and what comes natural to us,
loving each other. But will the love still be enough in the end
if the going gets touch or if we find ourselves in the position
of hurting the other again? I want to know that in the end youre
with me no matter what happens or what life brings to the table.
Im standing here in front of you; Ive given you my
heart and my body again. Im having your baby, but I want
to know that youre not going to walk away again; I cant
bear to have this fall apart again?
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- You know I love you
right? That there isnt anything in this world I want more
than to spend the rest of my life with you?
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- I do believe that,
but weve said those words before. We promised forever to
each other once upon a time and we let it slip through our fingers.
What if
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- What are you saying?
Are you telling me that you dont want to marry me and make
a life with me? That you dont want us to be a family?
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- Nora looked down at the ground
and then back up at Bo
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- Nora?
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- Im sorry Bo.
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- TBC.....
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